Yesterday I spent time at the Albury Psychic & Wellbeing Expo. What a great positive atmosphere. It's always nice to be in the company of like minded people but I find at these events there is a general feeling of calm and acceptance in the room which just relaxes and takes the tension out of your shoulders.
There were of course some beautiful items for sale but my main objective was to have some readings and I was lucky to get into to a couple of practitioners for some healing and guidance. Not saying I didn't purchase a couple of lovely items along the way.
First up, I sat with Donna Kilo who is a Psychic Medical Medium, no great surprise to me that I had quite a few blockages and was carrying quite a bit of crap from my past but also a bit from past lives. Donna was able to clear away some of the self doubt I deal with on a daily basis and provide some much appreciated guidance about my current situation and my direction for the future. She mentioned my 2 guides and understood that while they both protect and guide me, one is purer of intention to the rest of the planet than the other one.I know this, I watch it and I remain always in control, but we'll get to my control issues in a minute.
Then I sat with Wolf Arrow Rain, Psychic, she encouraged me to tape the session and I'm so glad that I did. Again, pretty quickly she honed in on the empathic, caring side of my nature. Highlighting my need to help others and then started down the rabbit hole of working in crisis housing or aged care and the like, and here's where I started tuning out in my head. Now, I'm willing to help anyone, I can see what you need before you know you need it but I don't help those who don't help themselves. Professional victims do my head in. I can't be around that level or self involvement and negativity, it just saps my strength. The joys of being empathic.
Anyway, I digress, Wolf Arrow Rain, could sense my disconnect and came quickly to the conclusion that I need to establish barriers to protect my empathic side. Then she encouraged me to help people doing what I love, which is why I started Lilith's Gifts.
I don't want to have to shop around for sage and tarot cards, crystals, candles and gifts in different spaces, it takes too long and ends up costing way too much because you feel like you often get sucked into the sales vortex at each place. I like to get in and get out, so a broad array in one place makes life easier. I have also been toying with the idea of some easy to follow guides for novices. It's sometimes hard to ask for this type of guidance and particularly on line where, let's face it, people can be a bit judgey.
I digress again. I'm so glad I taped this session because I listened again last night and got a whole lot more out of the experience than the first time.
The messages in common from both readers were - Protect yourself from the negativity of others. Do what you love, it will pay dividends in the future. Expand what I am doing and incorporate some travel and other services with what I do here. Working with other people is not always fun, so beware of the bitches. There was quite a bit of chat about control and while I suspect hubby gets the blame when this comes into a reading it's not him at all, it's me. I have a problem, I'm quite the control freak, ask anyone who knows me.
I'm always a bit hard to read because my empathic and soft side is what shows as my strongest suit and it is absolutely a huge part of my life. I think people expect that this is always what guides me and they miss out on seeing the strong and defiant, always in control side of my being. I'm quite the puzzle lol.
I also thrive in the Boss/Bitch role. At first glance, in this environment I am tough and unwavering. I take no prisoners and don't really care if I am liked or not. (Of course, that's not exactly true but I fake it well). It really depends where you encounter me, which version you get to see first, I'm quite guarded and don't let many people in so if you've seen both sides you've made an impression.
Overall, it was a great day and a very positive experience. I really believe that the universe puts you in contact with the messages you need to hear. I've included links below to the fair and to both the ladies I sat with yesterday. Check them out, if it feels right for you, go for it.
Thanks for reading, until next time.
L
https://www.rdamurray.org.au/index.php/events/albury-psychic-and-wellbeing-expo-albury/
https://www.facebook.com/sfefkinesiology/
https://www.facebook.com/WolfArrowRain/