I am, for sure, an acquired taste. I completely lack tact in most situations, I am absolute in my resolve and never leave anyone questioning my opinion.
Is that bad?
That's a matter of perspective I think. I don't think I'm an arse about things, in fact I appreciate anyone with an informed position on things. I don't on the other hand indulge the brain washed. It's hard for some people to rationalise but I'm a fully functioning witch with politically conservative values, and that works for me. I'm not concerned about external approval and on the same basis, I'm happy not to judge anyone else's journey. If it works for you, I think you should absolutely dive right in.
This was not my default position, I grew up trying to blend into the background, Not wanting to stand out from the crown and certainly not speaking my mind without extreme provocation.
Gosh it's nice to be free from such restraints. Self imposed though they may have been.
How did I make this transformation into the world of self belief? The man I married 30plus years ago fully completes me, we are absolute opposites, yet exactly the same. We saved, motivated and transformed each other naturally without effort or a plan. Don't get me wrong, only you can make you happy but it sure helps when you have unquestioning support and trust.
Now, I am able to fully trust my instincts, which never have ulterior motives or hidden agendas. If something feels right, keep doing it, if you feel uneasy stop and reflect and if it just feels wrong back away slowly and avoid eye contact.
I use these values for everything, where I go, what I do with my time and who I associate with. And that's how I ended up buying a beautiful little boutique clothing shop in Wodonga, now called "Lilly and Sage". It felt right, even though it was a new field for me and I am having the best time. It's my place, it has my feel for the eclectic. Beautiful clothes, jewellery, handbags and now candles, buddhas and incense. A bit of everything, like the inner workings of my brain. Again, if it feels good or resonates with me it's in.
If I encounter negative energy I run away or stand my ground and sage.
A lady in the shop told me today that she has been able to evolve mentally to the point where she equates herself as being the god of her own existence. Only she is in control of her actions and reactions, her thoughts and actions turn into her world. An interesting perspective to ponder. I do believe we choose how to react to what the universe brings us, if you always lean to the negative you will continue to be surrounded with drama, if you lean towards the silver lining you will be surrounded by the positive.
Everyone gets sucked into the abyss of darkness occasionally but in most day to day circumstances you can choose to stop and refocus. Stop, count to 10, drink water, put your feet directly on the earth, watch the clouds, breathe, you are in control of your own world. Choose to have the best day possible.
Love and Light
Lyn